THE AFTERMATH

Howdy!

Finally had time to update my blog after days of slogging through the dreaded MS assignment. So let's start with valentine's shall we? hmm... this year was lonelier than previous years because all my buddies were out with their girlfriends while I'm the only one still without any companion except for my MS journal articles on that day. Now, I'm not saying I should have a girlfriend for the sake of not spending valentine's alone but what I'm trying to say is, it just doesn't feel quite right with happy couples on the streets basking in the glow of love while I walk past them nonchalantly wondering the why-this and the why-thats, oblivious to the atmosphere that is getting all too comercialised for anyone's liking.

Sometimes I wish that life could be much more simpler than what it is often made out to be. Sighh... *shrugs shoulder* At least there's work to keep me busy, so instead of heading home after school, I decided to go somewhere nice and quiet to work on my journals, and do some self-reflection... Changi Airport to be exact. Please don't call me a loser though, I just need to occupy my mind with something... anything in fact... and also to do my work in peace. Numb the senses I say. I'm not running away from anything because you might think I loathe the sight of happy couples so much I want to break them up. Far from being the pyschopath you think I am, I just wanna do something constructive rather than sit at home and whine. Now, THAT is what I call a loser.

On the weekend that just past, we had a big bbq party at jz's house. It was to combine 3 occasions - doong's birthday, my birthday and malau's impending overseas study trip to germany. Convenient lah... then somemore save costs to treat individually... haha... The usual food was there, chicken wings, sausages, prawns... you name it, we've got it... had a ball of a time, and finally ended with a bang when we threw malau into the pool and stripped him bare. The other guys all sportingly follow suit to get kicked into the pool one by one, pity not all the girls though... haha... After which we went to parrttaaay at zouk. I didn't get a chance to test my advance bloodline limit... err I mean alchohol limit that night, *shiit! too much naruto* because I had to drive the guys around who had too much to drink. Was supposed to fetch them home one by one but decided to wait till 5am before the coast is clear and with malau sober enough to take charge behind the wheel. Finally got back home at 0530am... totally exhausted...

On another note, malau's leaving for germany tomorrow. Will be going to see him off at the airport in the evening after I'm done with my soccer tournament at NTU. Sunday soccer just ain't gonna be the same without him... haiii... and I shall see if he will really cry at the airport tomorrow... hahaha... thou lily livered boy...